Saturday, April 15, 2006

Good Friends


i am realizing that i am blessed with such good friends.

Do i tell you guys that you are terrific friends?

i don't tell many people, but at times i suffer from mild undiagnosed depression, or maybe it just is real sadness... But i used to cry to my mom about how i never had felt that i had fit in, that i always felt out of place, too goodie-goodie for most, and not "Christian" enough for the christiains. My mom would always tell me that we were not of this world, and that is why i felt out of place, and mom's are meant to try comforting their hurting child. No offense to my wonderful mother, whom i love so much, but it never seemed to comfort me, i wanted healing now not in another life. But as i have grown, so have my friendships, and i know so many amazing people who i click with. So i don't cry from loneliness. i thank God for my friends, you guys have blessed my life so richly. i don't feel worthy, but oh well, i'll take it and soak in these friendships.

(Stacy, i found this through Kodak, i think, and i love it!)

1 comment:

Lunared said...

liz,
you are so precious and i too am thankful to have friends with which i can totally be myself. misfits and all. i hope that at some point you can overcome this sadness and find more and more joy in life. you deserve it! thank you for truly connecting with me and giving of yourself. it is sincerely needed.
stacy