snow confessions

i am partially excited for this weeks' snow storm... i seem to have a love/hate relationship with the snow... It really has some great memories from when i was younger. It too could have been the no school excitement to snow. Although after having to drag myself to work this week, and the great possibility that i will have to do the same tomorrow- my great love affair with the snow is coming to an end.
i had to stop into the mall downtown, and while i was leaving there were siblings sitting on Santa's lap. i've been flooded this year with memories of years' past. i miss the innocence from the past, i miss the anticipation that this season, and i miss the joy i felt from the season... This gets brought up when it snows, and instead of the urge to make snow angeles, and snowmen- i curse the snow under my breath, and hope my bus doesn't take more than 20 minutes to pick me up for work...