i have to say if i were to write all my doubts down i would cry from my lack of faith. It seems the older i get and the more i get kicked in the teeth from life, the more doubtful i grow... i wish i could say i have the faith to believe all the time, but the fear of disappointment gets in the way.
Sunday night i really wrestled with my guilt, and acknowledging my doubt before God. How do you put words to your doubt to the creator of the universe, especially when it's been something you've been praying for for so long. To me it seems like once i've resolved my doubt another rears it's ugly head.
i have the faith to believe God is able to move mountains, sometimes i struggle with believing God will move mountains for me. Maybe that's where my doubt comes into play.
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