This beatiful sunshine

Yesterday i spent the afternoon with a good friend. It's been some time since we hung out, but it's always funny that though time has passed there is still that good friendship there.
She's really praying about becoming a nun, which amazes me. i think because it sounds so deep. i could tell it was becoming a reality for her, because she was trying to give me her CDs. It really caused me to evaluate my life. i try not to become wrapped up in the materialistic lifestyle, says the girl who will probably being buying a sewing machine this weekend.
i've had this week off, and it has been good. i've felt spread very thin for the last while, and i think the bout of solitude has really deepened my thirst for community. i've also enjoyed getting away. There seems to be many mini dramas at work, and i guess i don't want to get caught up with them. Honestly i hate drama, it makes me feel tired emotionally.
i feel like i'm growing stronger. i worry sometimes if i am becoming better at emotionally detaching, which means repressing for me. The last year and a half has been such a struggle for me, i feel like i had to reassess who i was. Actually the last year i feel i have been reorganizing my life after the tumultuous six months prior. As much as i hate to admit it though that mess and pain has taught me a lot.