Thursday, April 06, 2006

A funk thing

i've been in a funk lately. It often spurs out of control when i let my self doubt take place, and that is the hard thing, to not sit and feel sorry for yourself. i get impatient with myself when i just get sad or blue or depressed for not any real reason, maybe because i really don't feel like my life is that bad. Maybe there should be a diagnosis of George Bailey disease.

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i did get to see my nieces this weekend. i have found my new favorite thing-> having that little one that melts your heart want to be with you. My four year old niece who i haven't seen since Christmas just melted in my lap. It felt good to love and be loved by this sweet little one. She told my mom after i left that she "loved her Betsy." i do miss that girl.

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1 comment:

Lunared said...

i loves my betsy too. cheer up lil camper - - - "the sun'll come out tomorrow!"

i'll be praying for you!